rebirthing : Dancing with the Devil

“I’ve had a lot of lives - like my cat, I’m on my ninth life.”
Demi Lovato’s explosive documentary series comes to a close with revelations about her broken engagement, her return to the studio, and exploration of moderation sobriety as she attempts to let go of her past and moves ahead living her truth.

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Director: Michael D. Ratner
Executive Producers: Michael D. Ratner, Scott Ratner, Scooter Braun, Allison Kaye, Scott Manson, Kfir Goldberg, Miranda Sherman, Andy Mininger

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  1. Amy Rae

    Amy Rae


    Not sure why you have to pay for episode 3 & 4, I though this was supposed to help people not be a money grab and promo for the album. Pretty disappointing.

  2. Amanda Stickley

    Amanda Stickley

    24 perccel

    I love Elton

  3. T JAY

    T JAY

    28 perccel

    20:41 GUUUURL! SANG IT! 😍

  4. Kali Burnham

    Kali Burnham


    The friends she has I dream of having 🥰

  5. Tab Wayland

    Tab Wayland

    2 órája

    Is she not PoC?

  6. Kristen Miranda

    Kristen Miranda

    2 órája

    No episode 5?

  7. 777


    2 órája

    I pray for her well being and health and continued growth.

  8. Charlene Bargas

    Charlene Bargas

    3 órája

    I’m in recovery from drugs and alcohol for the last two years. For me....I can’t use any substance but for many others I have met in my recovery that isn’t true for them. Recovery is a very personal journey and it doesn’t have to include complete abstinence. Recovery is very different from sobriety. Those of us whom have overcome our addictions and have rebuild our lives; the main focus isn’t complete abstinence. The main focus is finding control in rebuilding our lives. Once we figure out how to do life in a healthy way, abstinence is no longer issue.

  9. J Aaron

    J Aaron

    4 órája

    OT but the crystal water bottle? 21:49 I need it!

  10. bernardahd


    4 órája

    Is this the last episode?

  11. Tamara Tamaraa

    Tamara Tamaraa

    5 órája

    Why did her ex-assistant quit??? She is responsable for saving Demi



    6 órája

    She dosnt need all them people around.. All they want is her Money..

  13. LA LA

    LA LA

    6 órája

    I cannot believe so many people are co signing this BS. This is enabling at the worst. I'm not a fan nor a hater but I watched the last documentary due to it being a suggest watch and I saw the fakery then. What I'd see is the real honestly about the real damage she's done to her organs.

  14. K P

    K P

    8 órája

    Britney Spears with that haircut

  15. 412 Girl

    412 Girl

    8 órája

    Never say never demi! Trust me, I said that a few times. I smoke weed now but not drinking. The weed keeps my anxiety and depression in check and it's been years since I've touched dope. My boyfriend died the day I got clean.

  16. Valante Switcher

    Valante Switcher

    8 órája

    I'm so glad that you are alive

  17. Gemma Partington

    Gemma Partington

    10 órája

    “Recovery isn’t a one size fits all solution” - Demi. Wise words indeed.❤️

  18. Amandine Mmt

    Amandine Mmt

    10 órája

    I think she is trying her best and trying to be the best version of herself . Recovering from any addiction is hard . Moderation can be the only way to help through the all process.

  19. Catalina Gonzalez

    Catalina Gonzalez

    12 órája

    was this the last one...?

  20. bb26


    13 órája

    This girl is so lost. So sad. So much talent and beauty but she is running from the truth

  21. Lucy Marchant

    Lucy Marchant

    14 órája

    I wish the best for Demi. I never want to speak for Demi or her experiences or her recovery, but from what we have been able to see in this series, it seems that there’s so much she still has to work through from being thrown into the limelight too soon. Possibly leaving the industry for an extended period of time could be beneficial and not having her music be a business, but more of a form of therapy and self expression. I do worry for her safety and her health that moderation will lead to a slippery slope, as Elton John said, but I hope she can find a balance. I hope her friends and family are actually a support system and not feeding into the problem.

  22. Nan Nan

    Nan Nan

    15 órája

    The mom pisses me off sorry not sorry, I feel like she doesn’t get the severity of Demi’s hurt in her life & she seems emotionless throughout the whole documentary

  23. Kenton Gonzales

    Kenton Gonzales

    15 órája

    6 months top....she will relapse

  24. Cian Graue

    Cian Graue

    15 órája

    She will relapse. Smoking and drinking counts as a relapse. Also the political angle is cringe.



    15 órája

    Come on Demi. Im ready for music!!!

  26. Jai Elisabeth

    Jai Elisabeth

    15 órája

    Smoke some weed And wax Demi and do anything else u got this girl ur legit fthe media

  27. michekay


    16 órája

    The reason addicts are warned not to use moderation is because if they could moderate successfully, they wouldn’t be an addict in the first place. I wish her well, but I don’t see moderation working out.

  28. Lillian Galle

    Lillian Galle

    16 órája

    The last thing she needs is an outside relationship. She MUST work on herself, learn to be with only herself, heal and make peace with her past. And that California sober is a joke!!!! If moderation actually worked, she would never have been an addict. Demi needs to leave Hollyweird, she can record from anywhere. AA states, in order to work one's sober plan, one must be willing to change "people, places and things", that will trigger a relapse. Demi still isn't willing to work a true AA program. And she has too many enablers on her payroll.

  29. Amaya Monique

    Amaya Monique

    16 órája

    We were talking in my psychology class about how addiction never goes away you just learn to cope with it and ways to work around it., and try to live your life the best you can. I love Demi and I am soo proud of Demi as a supporter of just her as a person and someone who has gone through similar things. I hope she's here for a veryyyyyy long time.

  30. Cherie B

    Cherie B

    16 órája

    So the moral of this story is to..... keep drinking and drugging?? Oh.

  31. Royalty by Leala MAKEUP

    Royalty by Leala MAKEUP

    17 órája

    Ok but are we not going to talk about her Selena shirt🤩

  32. lylilou


    17 órája

    I am so sad for her 😔

  33. Breezee Gonzales

    Breezee Gonzales

    17 órája


  34. Ari Zepeda

    Ari Zepeda

    17 órája

    Que bueno mujer que ya estés mejor, hay mucha gente que te ama y te apreciamos, eres una excelente cantante, y artista. Recuerda que Cristo nos ama pero no nos obliga a seguirle, en esta nueva oportunidad de vida ojala y quieras permitirle a Cristo que el reine tu vida y sea tu Señor y Rey. Bendiciones.

  35. Kiana E

    Kiana E

    19 órája

    Can anyone tell me how to watch without paying?

  36. aly be

    aly be

    20 órája

    Demi, get out of the states for two years, go to a third world country and look for ways to help those people. When you out of your head and not focusing on your problems and helping others, that will give you special high, a natural high. It will fulfill you with joy. Get a smaller home but a bigger back yard where you can take a walk in a peaceful place. Get plants full of beautiful colors to uplift you. Less is more, having a big home makes a person feel alone if its not packed with people.

  37. Utubequeer


    20 órája

    2020 it was my best year too, cause I've been thru a lot of things and finally it was like I have the time to restart my life.

  38. allison wilton

    allison wilton

    20 órája

    Did they get other celebrities to get on the documentary just to give baseless compliments.. it’s like even Demi’s team nows that she will come off as unlikable

  39. allison wilton

    allison wilton

    20 órája

    Demi seems really toxic...

  40. soinhu foitu

    soinhu foitu

    20 órája

    Elton took the words out of my mouth....the others are just the “yes” men around her. With peace and love 🌚

  41. Big E

    Big E

    21 órája

    You dropped your hair because you lost your mind grow your hair back because you look gorgeous I will leave the freaky stuff the freaks

  42. Vivian Taube

    Vivian Taube

    21 órája

    I am clean and sober as of November 15, 1993. I totally agree with Elton John on moderation. It didn't work for me, either. In fact, I OD'ed twice in early 1993 and later that summer--before I got clean and sober eventually--by combining my psych med, lithium eskalith, with a little alcohol, having long since given up heavy drinking when "friends" I did that with abandoned me, when I stood up to their racism and anti-Semitism in 1990. The pill bottle probably said not to combine the drug with alcohol, but it was so long ago, I, frankly, don't recall. So, I agree with Elton--moderation doesn't work.

  43. Madeline L.

    Madeline L.

    22 órája

    Demi has narcissistic personality disorder. Everyone knows shes still using too

  44. Grace Bokelman

    Grace Bokelman

    22 órája

    She’s so damn hot with that haircut tho😍



    22 órája

    Ok but Demi’s new hair is BEAUTIFUL

  46. Brittany Renee’

    Brittany Renee’

    22 órája

    You are beautiful I struggled with addiction 2 years and I honestly thought, I completely failed as a person. Thank you for being you and sharing your story with the world.

  47. Just J.R.

    Just J.R.

    23 órája

    Her transformation is breathtaking. Wishing everyone healing & truth & knowledge of self.

  48. Ana Hernandez

    Ana Hernandez

    23 órája

    Is anyone else having trouble viewing this? Mine says it requires payment to watch 😩

  49. kait1n1



    this documentary was incredibly powerful but f*ck youtube ads are you seriously going to play me some fat-phobic diet trend while she's talking about her struggle with bulimia?

  50. Ushi- daddi

    Ushi- daddi


    Ok but why is no one talking about how grogeous she looks like with her new hair? drop-dead beautiful.

  51. Maria Di Leva

    Maria Di Leva


    I’m so scared for Demi. She was such a huge figure in my life while I was growing up that watching this is so heartbreaking

  52. Brooklyn Javonna

    Brooklyn Javonna


    I love you Demi!

  53. HollyKat



    whats up w the new age spirituality? I thought Demi was a christian.

  54. Nikol



    I dont think Demi is sober even these days maybe after this documentary She and All her friends go to take some drugs because obviously they supporting her in that

  55. Nikol



    Demi Talking how Bad people treating her but She is too the one who ignoring people who trying to support her sooo ?

  56. Nikol



    Omg her mom act like She know the best but She was the one who was calling her fat in her childchood times so? She did this to her daughter .... physicly hurting her with words👀💀✌️

  57. Lovely Louie

    Lovely Louie


    I really love Demi's frienship with her 2 friends, they're really amazing and supportive. I'm so happy Demi has people like that around her.

  58. Isabelle Smith

    Isabelle Smith


    Okay but can we talk about how well Demi pulls off that haircut??? Like 😳😍😍😍 im in LOVE with it

  59. Joe Gibbons

    Joe Gibbons


    "Maybe if I just drink half, I'll be half buzzed, for half the time, who's the mastermind behind that little line, with that kind of rationale, I got half a mind, to have another glass of wine" -Marshall mathers (shady)

  60. Julie Diaz

    Julie Diaz


    I love her laugh btw😂😂

  61. Julie Diaz

    Julie Diaz


    She's amazing! I wish we were friends.

  62. Sarah Luv Burkhardt

    Sarah Luv Burkhardt


    I wish I could use in moderation but I’m an addict and unfortunately can not. It took me 10 years to accept that. Demi is undoubtably brave for sharing her experience with the word and she has a incredibly genuine laugh!!! I don’t know if she’s ready and I obviously don’t know her but I do know that despite her fears if I can do it she can. I wish her the best on her journey. And you don’t have to say “I’m never going to do this again” just take it one day at a time or bit by bit if you need to. Tell yourself I’m not gonna use all morning then tell yourself I’m not gonna use through lunch etc etc




    Proud of you girl!!!

  64. Cat M

    Cat M


    as someone with type two bipolar, I appreciate anyone who opens up about their personal experiences with it. I’m so grateful that we are moving towards breaking the stigma around it

  65. Ciris c

    Ciris c


    Moderation doesn't work for an addict, that's why you are an addict because you don't know how to stop..

  66. Zera's Kitchen

    Zera's Kitchen


    With those kinds of people around her, she will not recover. That's the tragic side of LITERALLY dancing with the devil, you don't realize what you give away until you suffer the consequences

  67. Anabella



    This is a very honest video, however the moderation is very concerning. Addiction is powerful, and when given even an inch, it will ask and take so much more. I do hope she finds peace, but dangerous waters are dangerous waters and I say that for anyone struggling with this issue, because it is no easy feat. Relapse is a real concern for addicts, and moderation is a risky path to choose in battling it.

  68. Dis Johnson

    Dis Johnson


    She got fat tho

  69. Mariana Siqueira

    Mariana Siqueira


    "That" Scooter Braum? 🙄🙄🙄

  70. Jenn Martinello

    Jenn Martinello


    Wonder what she thinks about this commander and chief now? 2021 and it's just getting worse! Well I enjoy this documentary the most the political part with a big mistake. Wishing her the best...

  71. Crystal



    So happy for her and this is so Inspirational to continue self care in deep ways.

  72. Lynee Anna Salvatore

    Lynee Anna Salvatore


    I really really just wanna give Demi a hug.❤

  73. Janet Slater

    Janet Slater


    I sure hope that she is able to come off of the drugs before they take over again.

  74. WhisperEve



    I love her laugh at the end!!

  75. Destiny Lopez

    Destiny Lopez


    My pa, he was doing many many drugs. Mostly crack. And Drinking. I am one of 9 children. We all sing. We have a story to tell. Don't know where to start. It feels impossible. But the Most High knows all. This is something that only I am that I am can fix. My dteam... My ultimate dream. Has been to unite with all of us. Together. And sing a couple songs together ❤ sing our hearts out! It might not help but hopefully... Itll make a turn around. For the world 🌎💙 Peace be unto you Mama! 💕

  76. Nadja Tommo

    Nadja Tommo


    Elton speaking nothing but the truth 👏🏻

  77. Lucas Matos

    Lucas Matos


    "There is no failure except in no longer trying.” ―Elbert Hubbard

  78. K. T. S

    K. T. S


    She gonna come out as gay soon.

  79. Elizabeth T

    Elizabeth T


    There's only one way to be born again..

  80. Carol Mafra

    Carol Mafra


    I love you ❤️

  81. Celina Villanti

    Celina Villanti


    vamos demi!!! vos podes

  82. Samantha Rivera

    Samantha Rivera


    Uhh 🙄 idk how to feel about any of this lol I think she wants attention so badly poor thing

  83. Sr. Sigmaringa

    Sr. Sigmaringa


    Gratidão por ter a coragem de se abrir e expor abertamente sobre suas fragilidades e vulnerabilidades, você me inspira, sua força me inspira a ser forte e lutar contra meus vícios autodestrutivos também. Você é um anjo, é especial e uma pessoa e Artista que canta com a alma. Obrigado por existir e me inspirar com suas músicas e história. Deus te abençoe. 🌺😘❤️🙏⚛️

  84. Riley Olson

    Riley Olson


    Is there going to be a 5th episode?

  85. Danielle Gomes

    Danielle Gomes



  86. MɨҡɛʏքօօɦɮɛaʀJaċҡsօռ



    aside from it all, she is just stunning and her makeup looks wonderful.

  87. Estefani Moura

    Estefani Moura


    I love this woman so much.

  88. Ask to seduce Miss

    Ask to seduce Miss


    I don't trust her. But I don't need to, and she doesn't need me to. She needs to trust herself.

  89. Delaney Polhamus

    Delaney Polhamus


    I think this whole documentary is AMAZING! One of the strongest people I ever known! Very real and honest and I appreciate that the most. I will always love Demi! 💘 You got this!

  90. tara m

    tara m


    “im a little too queer” me to girl

  91. Danielle Gower

    Danielle Gower


    Is it just me or did Demi look like Glam and Gore after her haircut? She’s beautiful and this is so powerful. Her story is so powerful!

  92. Selina Mccorry

    Selina Mccorry


    Literally love this. And the hair absolutely gorgeous, your such a beautiful babe❤️❤️❤️

  93. hbh Tcr

    hbh Tcr


    I’m sorry but I wouldn’t be able to do this knowing she’s still drinking. Imagine she dies and you’re in this documentary being like “yeah she still drinks and I support her :)” I’m an addict, and moderation never works. Elton John won’t have blood on his hands.

  94. The Starling

    The Starling


    Keep going.

  95. Mairim Gabriela Useche Colmenares

    Mairim Gabriela Useche Colmenares


    Yo me siento tan identificada ya que viví por situaciones muy similares , también tuve problemas de adicción desde los 16 años, ya a las 18 había probado la gran mayoría de las drogas, y caí en la heroína y también tuve una sobredosis, no fue tan grave como a Demi pero tuve que decidir entrar en rehabilitación, y entiendo la parte que dice que es muy difícil dejarlas por completo, siempre hay tentación de consumir, ahora tengo 33 años y no pude dejar todo por completo pero solo fumo marihuana, ya casi ni bebo alcohol, y me puse como limite esa droga y me siento bien porque no tengo la necesidad de probar algo mas, aunque es casi imposible dejar de fumar marihuana diariamente, y se me hace difícil pero creo que al fumar esa droga que es mas suave evita que quiera irme por otra mas fuerte, porque abuse diariamente de la cocina, el crack, la heroína y hasta el lcd y el extasis y es algo con lo que se lucha para siempre, tuve que alejarme de muchas cosas para poder estar algo sobria...

  96. Alexandra cms

    Alexandra cms



  97. Beau33



    They broke up and now she came out about her sexuality

  98. Mel Tangs

    Mel Tangs


    When she showed that haircut I just smiled! She was GLOWING

  99. Roscoe McDonald

    Roscoe McDonald


    you need to find someone who truly loves you and you love him.

  100. mimi



    Elton John is the real one. Everyone else aroud her are yes men